Sunday, August 21, 2011

Struck Down But Not Destroyed : For Shay and Shane

A couple of days ago our friends Shay and Shane ,who are project5050, got there truck broken into and were robbed of the few belongings they do possess. The irony of it all is that these 2 people choose to live in their truck and travel to 50 states to give away everything they have to those who are in need. So whoever took their belongings, had they simply asked them for it ,they probably would have just given it to them.

They would NEVER toot their own horn so without their permission I will commence to  tooting.
Not only do they give away absolutely everything they also have befriended, cared for, and loved some of the most precious people. The unwanted,the afflicted, the addicted,the lonely and the lost. They have made friends  everywhere they've gone and have an unbelievable amount of supporters.

The comments and questions I have heard most frequently are "I can't believe that happened to you ! " and "How could someone do that to you? " My friends you are asking the wrong question. What you should be asking is "Why not ? " Now before anyone tries  to get on my soap box you'll have to get your own blog with your own box.

I mean really ,this isn't the first time the enemy has accused the righteous. Remember Job? Now imagine the enemy going before God and saying "Yeah they may love and serve you now and love your poor but take away  the only earthly possessions they have and see what happens." Well there was his mistake because  instead of cursing God they acted on His behalf.
Were they hurt and upset? Of coarse they're human but there flesh did not prevail. They chose to forgive and act in love by calling the one who stole their phone and asking them if there was anything else they needed. If ever there was  a time to accurately answer that infamous question WWJD ? that message was the appropriate answer.

THAT is why it happened to them because not only did God know what was going to happen but He knew how they would RESPOND to what  would happen. Like Job ,God will take care of Shay and Shane they will get back more than they had or  know what to do with.They are strong, you don't live their life and do what they do without having the God given strength to do it.

If Christians didn't go through trials and tribulations I would think something amiss because it is a sure sign that you are on the right path.

Having your stuff stolen is painful , inconvenient and hard and I am not down playing the hardship that goes with that but at the end of the day you are not your stuff and loosing it is an opportunity to see God show off. When the enemy kicks you down you GETUP and when God comes to your rescue you BOW DOWN!

What the enemy can't steal is your joy and what brings more joy than the joy of giving. So to my friends Shay and Shane I say again pick yourself up dust yourself off and get out there and GIVE YOUR ASS OFF!!


 We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9 persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 
                                                                                 2Corinthians 4:8-9

Friday, August 19, 2011

The Hub Experiance

Wednesday I went to Shreveport ,La. to visit a non-profit group called The Hub.
How was my trip ? Tiring very very tiring. 

These people work! I got there at 8:00 am and my day didn't end until 9:00 pm.
Physically , they do a lot so without getting into long details here is a summary.

They do something everyday of the week accept Sundays but they do bring people to church if they want to go. They have a day center open 3 days a week where anyone can take a shower, do their laundry, have lunch , just hang out , watch some T.V. and just rest.

They also have events once a week at the park for low income families where they just talk to people and play with the kids. They have a dinner that a local church participates in and they hand out clothes and hygiene products.

One of my favorite things was lunch in The Asian Garden downtown where volunteers come on there lunch hour and bring an extra lunch to share with someone . Those are just a few events they have  but they  do so much more. For more information check out their site www.thehubministry.com

 But what they really do is LOVE people. Everything they do is based on faith and there love for the people they serve and they genuinely LOVE them.
Cassie has 5 full time staff members and they ALL share her heart .

They see past the way someone might look like ,smell like , or act like ,where they come from or where their going and they see their humanity. They love them right where they are.

The Hub is more than a building or a basement , its Jesus. Everyone who is helped by The Hub are not "clients" or numbers  their family.
The homeless ,the needy , the poor ,the troubled, the hurting, they are not tolerated but embraced. Their entire ministry is based on relationships. These are their friends. 

Four of their friends got housing recently and that doesn't happen overnight. Its a process that takes time and is an investment in their relationship. The Hub is in it for the long run . No quick fixes . Also listening to Cassie I can see they have tremendous favor with God and I love that they are totally Spirit lead and not government funded but God funded.

My Hub experience changed me. It gave me the confidence and faith to say to Lafayette , Louisiana" We can do better, we MUST do better." 
I am thankful to Cassie and her staff  Tina ,John, Taylor, and Caleb for their hospitality and for sharing their heart with me. The young definitely have something to teach the old.

If I could just scratch the surface of what The Hub is doing, here in Lafayette , I know it would be 100% better than it is now. But knowing me I could probably never settle for a scratched surface.

BTW This morning before I went to sort clothes at their clothes closet my phone beeped in with my daily bible verse.

I have shown you in every way, by laboring like this, that you must support the weak. And remember the words of the Lord Jesus, that He said " It is more blessed to give than to receive.    - Acts 20:35


This is Robert. I met him at lunch this afternoon.
He is from a small country town , has a brother and sister and works with labor ready. He has never been to New Orleans but says he is definitely a Saints fan. WHODAT!!!!

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Random Thoughts 2

Lately I have been having these random thoughts and don't quite know what to do with them or how to cleverly fit them into a post .
So I decided ,while once again indulging in my unhealthy ritual of late night cereal consumption, that I should just write them all down and you take what you need and leave the rest for someone else.


Thought #1
Volunteers and people who run diners , shelters, etc.. for the residentially challenged:
The service I find in some places suck because slop should never be on the menu.
Also its not just the service but the attitude in which the service is rendered that I take issue with.
People in charge of these establishments should implement accountability for their volunteers as to how the people they are there to SERVE are treated. Sort of like an 'Internal Affairs" for volunteers and those over them.
I've seen big and small do it all and frankly I think I can do better bc if I do it Gods way,  which is in love, than it is more efficient and effective and produces real change, HEART change.


Thought #2
When God calls you don't say "Not now God its not a good time". 
True chasers of the cross say 'YES LORD YES ,WHEN CAN I START?"
When you accept that your call in life is ministry your life is no longer your own because it never was. Remind yourself daily that your ministry is not yours its His . It will never be about you it will always be about Him to bring glory and Honor to His name. It does matter what people think .You are a walking , talking, advertisement for Jesus. People should know you are a believer without ever having to open your mouth.


Thought #3
When it comes to finances, no matter how much you try to talk yourself into believing the notion that  "I earned it" or "I worked for it" as an excuse to think that life is about how much "stuff" you can buy before you die,trust me you are deceived.
Show me biblically where it makes more sense or is more important than helping your fellow man!If I'm wrong please tell me.
Am I missing something? Am I reading the bible incorrectly? Do I need to learn Greek and ask God for more clarity and wisdom to interpret what Isaiah 58 really means? I can't wrap my head around "stuff " .
People with money always want to give me advice and tell me they have money because everything is for sale for the right price. There is no  money to be made in the giving away buisness. Do you really believe that Gods purpose in  ALLOWING people to acquire wealth was  so they could hoard it and buy more stuff? Rich people how many cars and toys does one need? I 'm not against making money. By all means make your paper boo boo but damn put it in perspective. 


Thought #4
In a world that is hungry and starving for hope, have we become so apathetic and complacent that our ambitions have been reduced down to seeing who can reach the  first million followers on twitter? Humanity, I beg you please, AIM HIGHER,much much higher!


Thought #5 
Last but not least "The meaning of life"...
Jesus is life therefore it means EVERYTHING!!!



Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Random Thoughts

I know it's been awhile since I have posted but alot has been going on.
The cloud is moving and that means new direction .When the cloud starts to move I feel mixed emotions but mostly I feel excitement because I know something new and exciting is coming.
One of the best things ,other than the obvious,about being a spirit filled believer is being spirit lead.
I used to be a person that desperately needed to be in control and at times I still struggle with it .But you cannot be in control and also be spirit lead.Spirit lead means the Holy Spirit is in control and at this point in my life I would love nothing more than to put my life in His hands and say " Lead the way".
Some would say easier said than done but honestly once you know the truth and you know God I can't think of anything easier.
Honestly , I think people put to much emphasis on theology and over think everything.
I don't believe that God is that complicated.Wether he tells us to start a non profit or travel the country and live in a truck what's the worst that could happen?If God tells you do something than just do it,if something gets broken along the way He will fix it He never starts something and doesn't finish it nor does He not provide the means in which to carry out His will. I like the idea of not knowing what I am going to do tomorrow and I am ok with not planning out every aspect of my life.I understand the need to be prepared but I am more willing to let the Holy Spirit change my agenda whenever He sees fit.
The breakfast may have come to a standstill but my passion for the community as well as other communities dealing with the same challenges have only increased.
I desire to educate myself and learn from people successfully and fruitfully doing the work.
With everything going on in our world today I have never seen a more desperate time or more urgent need than right now for people to SEE the love of Jesus.
It is very easy to love the people you love and for some it may be easier to love strangers.
I challenge you to walk out the opposite.Those who are more difficult for you to love ,make the attempt. A kind word,a generous act goes further than you think.
God has shown me on many occasions that doing what is convenient for me,not wanting to go out of my way or go the extra mile ,DOES NOT glorify Him!
The Beatles sang "All You Need is Love" and though some may disagree it's the power behind what Love DOES that's important.
It heals, it fixes what is broken, it cuts through the red tape, it makes us who we were intended to be,it makes us see things through His eyes.
It is easy to love when you understand not only what it is , but WHO it is.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

A Letter to My Father

To my Father ,
            My name is Lori Feehan Boudreaux and I am your biological daughter. My mother put me up for adoption through Catholic Charities in New Orleans, Louisiana after she gave birth to me at Hotel Dieu Hospital. I don't know alot about you except  that you were from Central America , Hispanic , about 5'6 and I was told you were an "Agricultural Engineer".
God gave me a wonderful Mother, a Dad that I loved more than I could ever express and a family that I wouldn't trade for anything in the world not to mention the best Grandparents ever.
They alone were worth the trade. That being said my life wasn't always easy. Bad things happened to me and I made alot of bad choices. Those choices led me to God when I was 17 and held me to it until I was in my 30's. I have been happily married for 11 years. I have 3 children 2 girls , 1 boy. All of whom participated in saving my life in one way or another.

I am 41 now which would make you about 73. I hope you are alive and well. I pray you have been blessed with more children and grandchildren. I hope you married the love of your life and stayed happy and fulfilled. I guess my purpose for writing this letter to you is just to say what I would say if I ever got the chance to meet you face to face and outside of God answering my prayers this may be as close as I'll ever get.
What I mostly want to say is Thank You! Thank you for your selflessness and your sacrifice. I don't know where your heart was in this but if it was a difficult decision to come to let me assure you it was the right one. Without it I wouldn't be who I am today. Your decision as parents to give me up was the greatest kindness you could have ever shown me.
I pray always that both you and my mother don't live with regret or guilt, as there is nothing to be sorry for. If I could do it over again I wouldn't change a thing.

The dad God gave me was not infallible and certainly not perfect but He was mine and I cherished my relationship with him. He has passed on into a much better life and not a day goes by that I don't think about him. One thing I can assure you of is that he loved me. I didn't have to be anything but Lori for him to be proud of me. You would have liked him , he was fun.
Though he is gone I am not without a father . I have never been without a father . God has never left me nor will He ever He has always taken care of his little girl and will continue to do so.

I would like to conclude by saying to you that I was never angry or bitter even when things were hard. I never questioned your intentions nor have  I ever felt unwanted. If you have gone on to a better place than I pray you have met my father, both of them . If  you are still here I pray God allows the remainder of your days to be happy, blessed and I wish you a very Happy Fathers Day!
                                                                                                                              Love, Lori Lynn

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Birds and Buildings

This past week I went to Alabama with a local church group to assist in the tornado relief with the Salvation Army.
I came  home yesterday and had to decide whether or not to continue to serve breakfast even though I had no building. Around midnight I had pretty much decided that no matter what I still needed to show up.
My friend Carla messaged me and said she would help and I'm glad because it would have been rough doing it alone.
We made a trip to Walmart and made breakfast burritos with apple juice and sliced oranges.
Long story short after we fed as many people as we could find, later in the day  I was made aware of a situation that had come about as a result of me feeding people. It was not a positive one and I'll just leave it at that.
I am finding out very quickly that the more you try to be Jesus "FOR REAL" to people the bigger the threat it becomes, to those who may have attempted to start doing it for the right reasons but  have now given into apathy and greed.
Though I expect persecution, trials and tribulation, I am angry and as far as I'm concerned rightfully so.
Did you ever just know that you were called to do something and  everyone wants to get behind you and you feel like you have the support of your peers and community but at times  you try to do everything yourself and make things happen?
You have some success and than all hell breaks loose and suddenly you feel very, very, ALONE. When you can't understand why nobody sees what you see or feels how you feel and doesn't think what you think?
When that happens it is an opportunity to embrace what God has put on YOUR heart and called YOU to do.
It is an opportunity to understand that though He puts people in your life to help, support and assist you , outside of that you need to rely on Him.
Right now I feel like David and the opposition I am facing is Goliath. I know that God is with me and all I am missing is a slingshot and a rock.
While in Alabama I saw a story on the local news about a tornado in Oklahoma, that God used to show me something.
 It was about a tiny bird and her very carefully made delicate little nest that collided with a motorcycle in the midst of the tornado and survived.
 The nest was between the headlight and the turn signal and the motorcycle landed upright both bird , nest,  and bike in tact.
The motorcycle owner made a very keen observation. He said " It was amazing to see something so intricate and delicate survive such a massive force of nature yet a building made of bricks and stone collapse into piles of rocks and pebbles."
What I saw when I looked at the tiny bird and her nest, who laid 4 eggs a few days later, was that which comes from God and belongs to God and is also protected by God , can withstand the toughest of storms. That which is made and created by man and not submitted unto Gods Glory, though it may be a massive structure , built with the finest material and the strongest of stone ,without the covering of God in the midst of a storm, can resort to just a pile of rubble.
Trust Him with your nest, after all He is the one who provided the means to which to build it in the first place. If you give it to Him to hold He will protect it when the storm comes .When He gives it back it won't be empty.

Psalm 61:3 For You have been a shelter for me,A strong tower from the enemy.

Friday, June 3, 2011

Shepherds and Sheep

In the last week my friends Shane and Shay and Joseph had each an unfortunate experience . In short Shane and Shay were refused food and Joseph was asked to leave from church premises while only seeking shelter from the rain. To see what happened you can read their blogs Shane and Shay  http://www.project-5050.com/main/2011/06/02/the-rain/  and Joseph http://joseph2dogs.blogspot.com/2011/05/god-doesnt-answer-prayer-here-this-is.html

I have alot of opinions about how they were treated and how I FEEL about the persons who mistreated them but I would rather focus on the fact that God encouraged the both of them by giving them a promise He made to them in Ezekiel 34. I would like to share it with all of you with the hope that if you are a Shepherd it will cause you to understand in whose name you serve under and that you do answer to the highest authority as to how you treat your flock and you will give an account.

For those of us who are sheep I pray it causes you to understand that your hope and faith cannot be in man but in God your Father because man will ALWAYS fail you, man will ALWAYS disappoint you. Understand that in doing the work of your Father EXPECT to be persecuted , EXPECT to be wronged, EXPECT to be falsely accused as was your Savior but also EXPECT your God to have a plan, EXPECT your God to come through , EXPECT your God to provide. When your are in need of anything expect and know that your deliverer is COMING!

The passage is a little long in this format but I promise it is worth the read. I chose "The Message " version just to be crystal clear.

EZEKIEL 34
God's Message came to me: "Son of man, prophesy against the shepherd-leaders of Israel. Yes, prophesy! Tell those shepherds, 'God, the Master, says: Doom to you shepherds of Israel, feeding your own mouths! Aren't shepherds supposed to feed sheep? You drink the milk, you make clothes from the wool, you roast the lambs, but you don't feed the sheep. You don't build up the weak ones, don't heal the sick, don't doctor the injured, don't go after the strays, don't look for the lost. You bully and badger them. And now they're scattered every which way because there was no shepherd—scattered and easy pickings for wolves and coyotes. Scattered—my sheep!—exposed and vulnerable across mountains and hills. My sheep scattered all over the world, and no one out looking for them!
 7-9 "'Therefore, shepherds, listen to the Message of God: As sure as I am the living God—Decree of God, the Master—because my sheep have been turned into mere prey, into easy meals for wolves because you shepherds ignored them and only fed yourselves, listen to what God has to say:
 10 "'Watch out! I'm coming down on the shepherds and taking my sheep back. They're fired as shepherds of my sheep. No more shepherds who just feed themselves! I'll rescue my sheep from their greed. They're not going to feed off my sheep any longer!
 11-16 "'God, the Master, says: From now on, I myself am the shepherd. I'm going looking for them. As shepherds go after their flocks when they get scattered, I'm going after my sheep. I'll rescue them from all the places they've been scattered to in the storms. I'll bring them back from foreign peoples, gather them from foreign countries, and bring them back to their home country. I'll feed them on the mountains of Israel, along the streams, among their own people. I'll lead them into lush pasture so they can roam the mountain pastures of Israel, graze at leisure, feed in the rich pastures on the mountains of Israel. And I myself will be the shepherd of my sheep. I myself will make sure they get plenty of rest. I'll go after the lost, I'll collect the strays, I'll doctor the injured, I'll build up the weak ones and oversee the strong ones so they're not exploited.
 17-19 "'And as for you, my dear flock, I'm stepping in and judging between one sheep and another, between rams and goats. Aren't you satisfied to feed in good pasture without taking over the whole place? Can't you be satisfied to drink from the clear stream without muddying the water with your feet? Why do the rest of my sheep have to make do with grass that's trampled down and water that's been muddied?
 20-22 "'Therefore, God, the Master, says: I myself am stepping in and making things right between the plump sheep and the skinny sheep. Because you forced your way with shoulder and rump and butted at all the weaker animals with your horns till you scattered them all over the hills, I'll come in and save my dear flock, no longer let them be pushed around. I'll step in and set things right between one sheep and another.
 23-24 "'I'll appoint one shepherd over them all: my servant David. He'll feed them. He'll be their shepherd. And I, God, will be their God. My servant David will be their prince. I, God, have spoken.
 25-27 "'I'll make a covenant of peace with them. I'll banish fierce animals from the country so the sheep can live safely in the wilderness and sleep in the forest. I'll make them and everything around my hill a blessing. I'll send down plenty of rain in season—showers of blessing! The trees in the orchards will bear fruit, the ground will produce, they'll feel content and safe on their land, and they'll realize that I am God when I break them out of their slavery and rescue them from their slave masters.
 28-29
 30-31 "'They'll know, beyond doubting, that I, God, am their God, that I'm with them and that they, the people Israel, are my people. Decree of God, the Master:

    You are my dear flock, the flock of my pasture, my human flock,
   And I am your God.
         Decree of God, the Master.'"


Yeah, I can't follow that but let me just end by saying, Shepherds be good stuarts over your sheep and sheep pray for your Shepherds for they like you, are only human. Spread the love , give the love, in its highest form . His version not yours!

"Sometimes the sheep are right where they need to be and the shepherd is lost" - @joseph2dogs